Post by TomLine on May 24, 2016 6:46:38 GMT -5
ALONE
Folks, as of today (May 24,2016) I am 60 years and 12 days old. For much of that time I have been alone. Most of the hardships I have gone through I have gone through them alone. Everything I have tried to do, no matter what it is, I have been alone.
I have tried to start businesses alone. I have created forum sites that are not used. I have run for political office alone. Well, I can't do it anymore.
I have received no emotional support from my family, very, very little from my so called friends. When I was a radio announcer my dad said, "Why don't you get a real job." Real supportive. I don't remember anyone ever saying to me, "You do a good job."
I have gone through every heartbreak completely alone. When things didn't work out with Judy, Ronda, Sandy, or Elizabeth, which were my biggest heartaches, I had absolutely no one to comfort me.
I couldn't become Governor of Pennsylvania because I was alone. And I can't be the next President because I'm alone. No one want's to help. Hey, I can't even get help cleaning my apartment. I have to do everything alone.
Well, I can't do it anymore. I will probably even die alone. I'll be laying or sitting somewhere for who knows how long. I will probably be found when the rent is overdue, and they come to evict me. But, I will already be gone. And since I'm alone, no one will know where to find my will. So, who knows what will happen then. I will probably be cremated, which goes against my will. I wonder if they will take my ashes up on a plane and dump them somewhere. That way it can be said I've been on a plane.
At least dying is something I can do with no help from anyone. And I pray that happens soon.
By the way, no viewing or funeral. I want no phonies to talk about how great of a guy I was. If I am a great guy, treat me as such while I'm still alive. Oh, and no crying. If you care, give me emotional support while I'm still alive. If you are going to leave me alone when I'm alive, please leave me alone when I'm dead.
Folks, as of today (May 24,2016) I am 60 years and 12 days old. For much of that time I have been alone. Most of the hardships I have gone through I have gone through them alone. Everything I have tried to do, no matter what it is, I have been alone.
I have tried to start businesses alone. I have created forum sites that are not used. I have run for political office alone. Well, I can't do it anymore.
I have received no emotional support from my family, very, very little from my so called friends. When I was a radio announcer my dad said, "Why don't you get a real job." Real supportive. I don't remember anyone ever saying to me, "You do a good job."
I have gone through every heartbreak completely alone. When things didn't work out with Judy, Ronda, Sandy, or Elizabeth, which were my biggest heartaches, I had absolutely no one to comfort me.
I couldn't become Governor of Pennsylvania because I was alone. And I can't be the next President because I'm alone. No one want's to help. Hey, I can't even get help cleaning my apartment. I have to do everything alone.
Well, I can't do it anymore. I will probably even die alone. I'll be laying or sitting somewhere for who knows how long. I will probably be found when the rent is overdue, and they come to evict me. But, I will already be gone. And since I'm alone, no one will know where to find my will. So, who knows what will happen then. I will probably be cremated, which goes against my will. I wonder if they will take my ashes up on a plane and dump them somewhere. That way it can be said I've been on a plane.
At least dying is something I can do with no help from anyone. And I pray that happens soon.
By the way, no viewing or funeral. I want no phonies to talk about how great of a guy I was. If I am a great guy, treat me as such while I'm still alive. Oh, and no crying. If you care, give me emotional support while I'm still alive. If you are going to leave me alone when I'm alive, please leave me alone when I'm dead.
